December 2008
43 posts
the hair
so my great grandmother had this thing. when you have a period in your life that you want to move pass and forget you have to make a serious change. therefore, i changing my hair.
its getting cut and dyed. f this time for a change g
things i never want to do again
go to the intensive care unit
not be able to text people
have to not see people that mean alot to me
almost lose someone on a holiday
hit my hand into a wall
cry and drink
be in vegas for longer than 7 consecutive days
belle and sebastian-dress up in you
its not fair for my boyfriend to leave music like this on my iPod because i have no choice but to miss him ridiculous amounts. ugh 2 more weeks
THINGS I AM DOING IN 2009
1. get A’s/B’s for my a levels 2. be a better driver 3. get a “proper” job 4. learn how to make a good cake 5. maintain a relationship for more than 4 months 6. learn to like coffee 7. tidy my room 8. have a bath when fully clothed (doesn’t have to have water in it) 9. apply to university…grad school. I’m making it happen 10. do something to make my parents proud 11. use...
I need you baby, and if its quite all right. I need you baby to warm the lonely night.
Oh pretty baby, don’t bring me down I pray. o pretty baby, now that I found you, stay.
So im in love? lust? extreme like? who knows what you call it but i feel it. FUCK. how did this happen? And he just left, i wont see him for only a week but shit. i want him next to me because i cant stand not seing...
i want to make you blush
stupidinboston:
i would like to feel your skin against mine i want to be on you, over you, and in you i want you to look me in the eyes while we kiss i want you to whisper my name and moan i want to feel your hands on my back, encouraging me i want to smell your hair, and feel your breath on my neck i want to look at you and know that you are content i want to know each of your freckles by name...
kari-shma:
Damien Rice - Blowers Daughter/ Can’t...
Must be doin’ somethin’ right I just heard ya sigh Lean into my kiss And close those deep blue green need you eyes Don’t know what I did To earn a love like this But baby I must be doin’ somethin’ right
baby girl
Black top blue sky, Big town full of little white lies, Everybody’s your friend you can never be sure. They’ll promise fancy cars and diamond rings, All sorts of shiny things. Girl, you’ll remember what your knees are for. Dear Mom and Dad, Please send money, I’m so broke that it ain’t funny. I don’t need much just enough to get me through. Please don’t...
“Lust is easy. Love is hard. Like is most important.”
– Carl Reiner (via kari-shma) (via lovebot)
oh!
went to a party on the side of a hill met three latinas who had gotten their fill. they told me “nobody ever gets us down on our knees simply to help us take a load off our feet.” and i said “oh!”
met an acquaintance we were reintroduced with more in common than we had in our youth she told me “you look the same” i said “i’m now a new man” she...
what i realized after this weekend.
for some reason no matter how bad i feel, how tired i am, how much i want to be alone and angry at the world, he makes it all go away. there is no way to say how happy that he makes me feel and how lucky i am to have him in my life. im that girl now. the girl that everyone sees and says wow she’s sprung on that dude. but im pretty sure that i would much rather be that way with him then any...
“Love cures commitment-phobia.”
– Unknown (via overflowing) (via kari-shma) (via lovebot)
The most epically amazing rant ever!!!!!!!!!!!
So i still have a myspace and one of my friends posted this in a blog. it was amazing
“ Fuck cold stuffy mornings, they are ridiculous and completely uncalled for. Fuck the cold in plain general I don’t dig it. Fuck bad mainstream music, you make my ears bleed. Fuck overly tall people (tall people are fine) but overly tall, makes me completely nervous. Fuck our government and fuck our...
december 09
my graduation from the university of the arizona is in december of 2009. At first i had really negative thoughts about this because i felt like i messed up and it was a horrible thing to take extra time. But after thanksgiving, im ever so comfortable with this fact because it means i get to do awesome things
*i get to visit my boyfriend and his family over winter break in new york
*valentines...
lust
“Just Saying…” Under the finger nail moon I hold your hand Rosy peach cheeks Meet Raspberry plump lips Jet streams, ocean liners Fill the sky Another Arizona sunset Here in my baby’s arms
——via my wonderful man (there arent words to explain how happy he makes me)